1992: Me and Tanya, college dorm roommates, during my bulimia and binge eating days (the laxatives had killed my metabolism after a couple years of abuse). Strangely, I never thought I was as fat as I did when I was in anorexic mode... I mean, I wasn't happy with my weight at all during this time, but I felt oddly bigger when I was actually thinner from fasting. This is the distorted body image aspect of eating illnesses and it is such a relentless tormenting thing...