< 1991: Though seemingly playful while at college in Santa Cruz, at the end of this fun day at the beach, I would get so sick that I'd end up shaking & sweating in my bed (from the laxative abuse), feeling like Death. < 1994: Having recently graduated from college, I stand with a friend, my mind was busy calculating calories and my energies dedicated to self-absorbed-neglect.

At a Halloween party a couple years ago...