I love ani difranco and her songs seem to speak to me or about me about my eating disorder somehow......i was glad that you put "outta me onto you" on there......but here's some that i think relate to us also...!
"I cannot came this I can not explain this And I really don't want to just call me shameless I can't even slow this down LET ALONE stop this and i keep looking around--but i cannot top this if ihad any sense i guess i'd fear this i guess i'd keep it down so no one would fear this i guess i'd shut my mouth and rethink a minute but i can't shut it now cause there's something in it"
or light of some kind "we both know what i've been doing yeah i've been interntionally bad at lying and you're the only boy i ever let see thru me and i hope you believe me when i say i'm trying - i hope i never improve my game yeah i would rather have these things weigh on my mind and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame, there must be a light of some kind"
"i don't think that i'm strong enough to do this much longer, god i wish i were stronger...do you ever have that dream, where you open your mouth and you try to scream but you can't make a sound?"
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